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[angel624]

lol. I noticed. xD

Oh lordy. The way I'm having Rexy act is (at the risk of making me sound prideful) making me cry. It's like, reliving all the losses I've had in the past couple of years. And Rexy's whole "I blame myself" thing? Yeah, this is the first time I've ever admitted it. Through a fictional character or otherwise.

Wow, this roleplay sure does know how the bring the most of me out.

[elisabeth]

Making me sad too, within the past 6 years I've lost both of my grandfathers and both their deaths hit me pretty hard. Pop-pop (my paternal grandfather) was someone I was very close to, he had been stationed in Japan and he understood why I love their culture, it's something I can't properly explain but he understood and encouraged me to learn Japanese so that one day he could take me over to see the country I've always wanted to see. He went in for bypass surgery and there was a complication that led to him bleeding out overnight.
Grampa was someone I never even knew. While I saw my Pop-pop at least three times a year every year of my life (that would make at least 40 times before he died), I only saw Grampa twice a year until I was eight or nine. He slept around with other women, didn't pay child support, he drove to his apartment from his (then girlfriend's) house to beat my mother because Ms. Nancy's kid had a nightmare where my mom shoved him. He went into the hospital and died in his sleep.
And with both of them I never got to say my goodbyes. I never got to tell Pop-pop that I loved him , I never got to ask Grampa what the hell made him be so horrible, both times I had made plans to visit them in the hospital and both times I found out just as I was starting to get ready to head out the door. It completely tears me up inside.

In relationships it's gone like this.
1: We beat each other up on a regular basis, I broke it off because I was transferring schools. He never said "I love you".
2: The guy wanted me to use tongue when kissing, I told him no. So he told people I was giving guys 'trouser kisses' behind the school, I didn't find out it was him starting rumors until after I dumped him. He started sending me tasteless pictures and insulting me, but I was used to it. Then he called one of my friends (who had been raped) a slut. When I dumped him he told me he had been trying to get me to dump him so HE wouldn't look like the bad guy.
3: He was nice, rarely spoke, I broke it off because we rarely got a chance to even hang out let alone go on dates.
4: He was nice too, he dropped out of school and I never heard from him again.
5: Nice guy, stalked me throughout the school and never listened.
6: Was engaged to him, he was nice and spoiled me. But he constantly talked about how I was making him 'excited' and once told me that if I tried to lose weight (I was 170 and healthy for my height was around 145) he would dump me. He wound up breaking it off and dumping me because I was too much of a 'social butterfly' for him, I'm not even very social!

[Capricorn-PsyGal]

Rexy has GOOD taste in music! I downloaded that ride the comet song after hearing it XD

[elisabeth]

Definitely.

[Capricorn-PsyGal]

and sorry to hear about relationships D: I kinda share you pain there, granted it wasn't as many, but they still were unsuccessful...

[angel624]

For the record, Katie, when Rexy said he would kill those guys if he met them, I kinda meant it, too. I can't STAND guys like that. Especially that second guy. -_- And hugs for you, Katie. *hug* I'm amazed how strong you are. ^^

In the last couple years, I've failed a semester in college, watched my dad die of lymphoma (and never got to tell him I loved him one last time), had basically no support during that time from my peers, heard about everything my sister's ex-husband did to her and her daughters (abuse and so forth), nearly drove myself insane wanting to avenge my family from said ex-husband, could not get my mother to understand she was tearing my apart, and tried to understand why I had no boyfriends and stuff (of course, that last thing has worked itself out). So yeah, all that grief is coming out through Rexy right now. ^^;

YESH AYREON IS AWESOME.

So wait, how many people love Rexy? Stormy's said it, I've admitted it...the hell am I doing to make him so lovable? xD

[elisabeth]

May 2, 2010 19:50:21 GMT -5 angel624 said:

For the record, Katie, when Rexy said he would kill those guys if he met them, I kinda meant it, too. I can't STAND guys like that. Especially that second guy. -_- And hugs for you, Katie. *hug* I'm amazed how strong you are. ^^

In the last couple years, I've failed a semester in college, watched my dad die of lymphoma (and never got to tell him I loved him one last time), had basically no support during that time from my peers, heard about everything my sister's ex-husband did to her and her daughters (abuse and so forth), nearly drove myself insane wanting to avenge my family from said ex-husband, could not get my mother to understand she was tearing my apart, and tried to understand why I had no boyfriends and stuff (of course, that last thing has worked itself out). So yeah, all that grief is coming out through Rexy right now. ^^;

Like I said before, I look on the bright side of things. I haven't tried to start any new relationships though, mainly because I don't want to deal with the drama again. I push through the crap and look for that little thing that'll make me smile.

I'm sorry about your father, the doctors thought Grampa died from some sort of blood thing or a cancer thing. That's all I was told. And then my aunt's first husband's believed to have had a brain tumor that led to his suicide. It's hard but things will get better slowly and surely. It's not your fault at all, and I'm sure he knew you loved him.

And I'm here if you need to vent. <3

[angel624]

Usually I look on the bright side of things, too, but everything just crashed down at once, and it got me. So yeah. Though I'm getting better. ^^;

And thanks. <3 Same to you. ^^

....NADDIEGETONSOWECANWORKTHISOUT. lol.

[Capricorn-PsyGal]

lol it's thanks to you and "Rexy" that I've been checking back more then I ever have lately on facebook XD

[elisabeth]

And I completely forgot to explain why I love how you play Rexy.

What does it for me is how you're amusing and serious and a gentleman all at the same time and it doesn't come off as boring or annoying. I mean, I've honestly got flustered a couple times and I'm not that used to compliments.

[angel624]

^ lol, yay, I rock at playing a dude. I think I'm projecting onto Rexy what my ideal man would be. Weird sense of humor, a gentleman, badass but not so much so he's a jerk...I dunno. And I think I actually put a little bit of my dad into him. My dad was a hilarious guy, very easy-going...unless you hurt his daughter (ie, me). Then you better PRAY FOR SALVATION. xD

So yes, Rexy is one of my favorite characters I've ever RP'd as. Ever. And this is coming from someone who was known as AUTOPILOT 9000 for two years.

[elisabeth]

By defult Hicca's my favourite character I've RP'd. XD

[angel624]

You know, if "Hicca" makes its way into the movie, I will be happy. :3

[elisabeth]

I WILL TOO. It takes so much not to call him that ALL THE TIME.

[angel624]

The Beast...I FRIKKING WANT ONE!